Feelings unrest

It has been 3 years and going to 5 months in about few weeks. People say that normally you passed the first year they will congratulate you as the unstable period of a relationship is over. But if you passed 2 or 3 years people would call your relationship stable. They say you and your love one shouldn't face any downfall or challenges. 

But some face problems with themselves. They get bored and trying to find new spark of fire. Unfortunately this normally happens if guy finds a younger more sexier girl or a girl find a more romantic caring kind of guy who would sweep off their feet. Sadly, they find this feelings in the opposite sex of a friend but not into a person they have developed full trust, love and effort that has been through all the rough spot.

What's so hard to find the beauty on a person who you fought so hard to hold on to? And in the end you would rather sacrifice and just throw it like it is rubbish of the past and HOPE the future person you are with is going to be the right one. It took you YEARS to actually find out you and your love ones is not compatible?? So for the past years you are just HOPING? or actually you don't even care? If that is so I truly pity you. Friends with benefits will not cure your lust nor your emotions. Can't you see the moment you choose this path you are actually looking for a person who you could sleep with but not a person you actually wish to spend the rest of your life with? 

Sometimes I'm just disappointed just by looking at your face. I actually thought you two were better people. I even spend my time listening to you. But now, I just have no respect for you. I'm happy my life I finally found someone who could I share my life with. It may have been rocky start but in the end all the rough edges would have been smooth out. I love my love life and I'm proud of it. I may not have the same feel or the same satisfaction as you but I'm damn sure my life would be so much happier than you.